So in a matter of just WEEKS (maybe), I will be a father (definitely). Pretty crazy to think. Just the other day it hit me while I was driving to work, "I won't be driving to work without being a dad for much longer." I really feel like I'm ready to take on being a Dad! There are so many thoughts going through my mind! What will he look like? What will he be when he grows up? Will he really catch for the Baltimore Orioles? Will he love to fish and hunt like me? Will he think I'm a little funny or just stupid and corny? (Corny for sure) I'm still a little scared to change diapers but I really can not wait for him to get here. I can feel myself changing already as far as worrying about me goes. I want everything for him to be perfect. I KNOW his nursery is perfect but as for everything else I guess time will tell... It's kind of one of those things where we're going to dive in head first and hope we come out OK. I know that there are going to be really hard times. I know that I'm going to want to headbutt him every now and then. I also know that there are going to be times when I'm so proud of him it brings me to tears. I really do look forward to them all. I know this for sure, Brady is going to be one very loved little boy. I just gotta remember that if I mess everything up too bad, Carly will save me. A ton my my friends and family have had babies and they seem to be doing OK, right???
These past couple of weeks, I have been trying really hard to leave all the bull about work at work. I feel like I have done a pretty good job at it too. It's hard sometimes but I know that the least important thing in the world right now is how aggravated I am with my job. Bottom line, very few people love everything about their job. I am not one of them. I am really not one of them.
Everything is going to start getting really busy in Houston and honestly, I can not wait.
Brady will be making his facebook/blog debut very soon. Hang on, I got a feeling it's going to be worth the wait!
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